I HAD GAY SEX WITH MY BROTHER by richster

When I was very young my brother played with my cock while I led on my bed. He started to suck it and of course it felt really good. This ended with me having my first ever orgasam in my brothers mouth. I loved it. This was a real sexual awakening for me. From this moment I would mastebate when ever I could. The sex with my brother continued....... My Dad would leave the house at about 9pm to collect my mother from work on a couple of evenings every week and he would leave me and my brother alone in the house (he was gone for about an hour). As soon as he was out the house, both me & my brother would jump out of our beds and strip naked. We would kiss & have oral sex, which was fantastic. We tried anal sex but I was only young and found it difficult to take him inside me but I always tried as I really wanted him to cum inside me. This carried on for several years. When I was 16 I went on holiday with him to Portugal (our first holiday without Mum & Dad). Of course whilst we were away we enjoyed having sex on a daily basis. We would start by sucking each other and probing our tounges into each others anus. I could take his full length and still remember him 'twitching' inside me as he sprayed his load. After this holiday we did not engage in sex again. For the life of me I can't remember why we stopped. I'm now 43 years old and he is 46. I still see him regularly. We are both married now, although I have had quite a few gay sex excounters behind my wifes back. I know my brother looks at gay porn on the web (I have seen evidence on his PC's history) but I am not sure if he still gets involved. I have never spoken to him since the Portugal trip about our sexual past. It's a shame that it fizzled out as sex with my brother was without dought the best sex I have ever had. It did feel wrong at the time but I think that was what made it that bit more exciting. If he ever offers to have sex with me again, I would jump at the chance. Sometimes I think I should mention it to him, but I am afraid of rejection as he may want to keep our sexual relationship 'historic'.